grotesqueboneballet:

Kimimaro felt a presence close to him as he dared look at the other male only to blush from embarrassment at the others words. “yeah….but aye am taught what is expected of me….they never taught me luv.” He frowned as his eyes dropped back to the ground and he let out a soft whimper. Kimimaro looked back up at him as he felt a hand on his own and he bit his lip subconsciously and tried to sort out what he felt. Truth be told he felt numb, light headed and as if everything around him was spinning to fast for his own equilibrium to keep up. Kimim hung his head and closed his eyes as he tried to regain control over his senses before speaking to Hidan. “Well….from ow aye am feeling…aye feel queasy and lightheaded….like everything is spinning to fast. Is that ow ew feel?” He questioned while looking into his eyes more carefully as he gripped on to the other’s hand as if this was going to be the last time they saw each other.

“No one fucking expects to fall in love.” Hidan explained. “I sure as fuck didn’t ever expect to.” He had assumed he could go through life without any emotional attachments at all. Up until he met this man that plan had been working out pretty damn well. “I feel fucking queasy too. I don’t know about lightheaded. I just don’t know how the fuck else to describe how I’m feeling” He returned Kimimaro’s tight grip with one of his own. “I’m scared as all fucking hell to let go of you right now because I feel like you’re going to disappear if I let go.”